Play the song!
Six months later ...
I have learned from everything and everyone that has crossed my path. I have learned that I can do anything. I have learned that I am worth everything. I have learned that my kids deserve the world.
I have learned to open the door and let whatever is behind it teach me. I have learned not to let the negative feelings and the fear of the unknown control me.
I have learned that not everyone is a liar and going to hurt me. I have learned not to judge people for their mistakes and learned not to allow them to judge me for mine.
I have learned to let go and to LIVE.
Lessons that have changed me so much I hardly recognize 'her' in my reflection now at all.
I am happy. I am learning not to be ashamed of my decisions or embarrassed of my mistakes.
In the last 2 months I have smiled more than ever and reconnected with pure laughter! My cheeks hurt at the end of some days.
I made careless mistakes ...
I ran out of gas once.
I left my headlights on once.
I fell up the stairs once (maybe twice).
I lost and found my drivers license.
I sang karaoke - very very badly.
I left the cap off the oil on my car.
Yet, here I am - laughing about it.
I am just so happy to be here and alive and finally, actually, really ... living.